heute, weisse ich nicht warum mochte ich in Deutsch schreiben... ich denke ich Berlin zu viel vergesse, aber kann nicht zu viel schreiben. mein Deutsch ist nicht gut, und mochte ich zu viel zu sagen.
ich bin dabei, Piltzen su studieren. sie sind lenagwilig und ein bisschen schwerig. ich liebe Medizin, aber, in diese Momment, hasse ich studieren.
the truth is that im kinda bored of everthing. im so tired of being in a place for so long just reading something im supposed to learn. sometimes its easy, or at least interesting, but today was one of those days in which you just wanna go outside and think. think in all those things you shouldnt think that often, but because im a human being i supopose i cant stop it. i wish i was in vacation, as everyone, you'd say. but no. i wanna time for me, i wanna time to think. i know everyone thinks much more in exam period cause you have more silent, less distractions ando more things to think about. im kinda bored of doing nothing. but somehow, i dont care. its like im used to this empty routine that follows me. today i missed all my languges, i wish i had someone with who i could talk all day in Englis, no matter what , i had no shame or any kind of embarrasmnt. its weird, i went to a school in which everyone learnt perfecto or nearly perfect englich, but noone practises it that much. its sad, ists soooo sad! i wish i coulda speak in English all day just to get use to eat, to continue...
hoy me rayé, me rayé si razón. busqué sentido a absurdidades, y otra absurdidad más com la de escribir en distintos idiomas. pero se me fue, voy escribiendo medida que mi cerebro habla y como no puedo evitarlo yas no tngo nada más q hacer que esribir, desahogar mi mente porque si no va a desembocar como una de esa tantas noches que por tener pensamientos demasiado altos no he logrado conciliar el sueño. no es justo. podría decir que hoy he tenido un día muy vacío, muy sin sentido, muy aburrido, con ciertas risas pero desesperadas...
hoy no quiero actualizar con coherencia, porque quiero demostrar el desorden mental que tengo en estos momentos. haré otra actualización, no lo sé. lo que sí sé es que en estos momentos voy a PARAR. quiero algo que me da paz, aunque solo sea el tiempo de una canción. sentirla de nuevo me vendrá demasiado bien.
It's sad we have the possibility of speaking great english and we actually haven't got time enough. Sometimes I speak english here. My roommates like listening to me while I speak. It's a little weird, but it's the only opportunity I hace to practise, so sometimes we just sit on the sofa and speak in english.
ResponderEliminarI insist, your German is simply perfect. I can't remember a quarter of the things que knewn at school. Even my french is poor, and at times I forget things in english which is quite sad.
Don't worry for this. If you want, from now on, I'll leave every comment in english so that at least you can read something that's not related to college and written in another language... :)
It's true, when you're alone, studying, you just can't help but to think in everything else, but you have a very good technique indeed. The thing of writing stuff on a post it and leaving it for later on is the greatest idea in earth. It really helps. At least, it helps me :)
I meant "on earth". Quick writing has its fails.
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